You blocked me on Facebook and now you must die.

Today I love this song. Just hope my ex, whom I may or may not have blocked from facebook due to stalking, finds this song, because then I'll be dead.

Made you a movie, just testing

I’ve not been too active online lately (have no fear, there’s just two finals in Latin left!) so I made you a short movie of me to weigh up.. Why, I don’t know, but if you like, I’ll continue doing it! I really need to remember tilting my camera correctly so the angle is right and you’re spared for permanent neck injuries. Note to self..

Forcefully intoxicated

 

 

My best friend is forcing me to take a break from final studies to get some intoxicating beverages at a friend of ours..

And I who hate being forced into things… *poorly trying to cover up my submissive nature*

Well, here's me for the evening

BEST. FRIEND. EVER.

A song for the Sun

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

But if I should break, if I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take a little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time, walk a little line
Get the balance right
Give a little love, gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright, I'll be by your side
I won't let you down
But I gotta know no matter how things go
That you will be alright

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall, don't let me fall

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one that I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you high above it all
But don't let me fall




<3

In dark waters

I realise I've been somewhat quiet the last weeks.. Once again I did not die, though death has surrounded me in more than one ways lately. With all the gloomy surroundings It's hard to write and draw happy-go-lucky posts, so I've just let it be. Hope to get better soon, and hope you all will forgive me when I post a "new" picture of me, taken by Rune Braathen last autumn.

I have to add, I've been way more active on my tumblr than on my blog. An entry don't have to be as long there as it should be here, and the things I write don't have to be great, meaningful, fun or poetic. So if you want more frequently updates, tumblr is the place.

I just want to perish

 

Maybe wake back to life when my one reason to live has changed its mind and want to stay with me.

 

Everything is so fucked. Why can't have just one small period of my life, maybe longer than one week at the time, where things are not fucked? I don't want to deal with this! In just one month I almost lost everything, gave up on myself and now everything gives up on me too. I knew it. Things can never be all good. Not in my life.

A darkness comes

I got an oh so purdy letter the other day, from my man <3

It's even got a moon on the cover. My man knows I'm a sucker for details *love*

 ”To NaRa
On Saturday 3rd of March
Invited for a special edition night!


1. YOU MUST DRESS BLACK AND SEXY!
2. YOU MUST BE OBEDIENT!
3. YOU MUST LIKE THAT I TAKE YOU HARD!!!

ENTRANCE ORDERS:

NB: If you do not follow this rules it may lead to banishment!

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK AS YOU ENTER!

1. YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR AND CLOSE IT
2. YOU TAKE 2 STEPS AND TURN FACING THE DOOR
3. YOU TAKE OFF YOUR COAT AND SHOES AND PUT THEM ON THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF YOU
4. YOU STAND STILL AND PUT YOUR HANDS ON YOUR BACK

A darkness is coming

-Nemo”

Well, then I'm off. Wish me luck, maybe I'll tell you all about it later ;)

Cupcake madness!

I'm in a explicit good mood today! So I decided to search eBay for some cupcake stands and carriers! I'm so happy, I want to bake stuff! It's like when I'm in love, I get this urge. Urge for baking. And springtime get me that in love feeling.
I know I don't have nearly the time needed for baking anything right now with two papers due this month and all, but I can dream, and I can buy the necessary items for a cupcake madness!

I already have this:

Now I just need this stand that I've been drooling all over for ever

Or maybe I should try making these??

Yep

How evil are you?

I'm working at Naughty Shadows today, feeling great actually! The spring is bathing the town in a beautiful yellow sunlight, and I'm so happy I'm dancing behind the desk-looking totally retarded, or cute. Either one.

Sun posted a "how evil are you"-test on her Norwegian blog, forcing me to take it, and of course I had to, so my results were:

You are creative, philosophical  and particularly concerned about people. This could mean that you are good at putting yourself in others’ shoes and you have high empathy. Furthermore, you must always remember that all people are as much human as you are. To think that some are less human, do in fact make it easier for you to kill them.

The very same answer that she got. It be no joke when I say we share the same brain.

If you want to take this Norwegian test, press HERE - and be sure to post your result as comment. If you want to read Suns hilarious blog, press HERE - and it's even more entertaining when you can actually read Norwegian.

The day I *almost* saved the world

Yesterday was a big day for me. A week ago I got a call from the hospital and they set up an appointment for me for my first blood donation session. Which was yesterday.

I've had Trypanophobia my whole life, and my phobia of needles did not get any better when I got robbed by a junkie threatening me with a dirty, bloody needle. So you can say I didn't actually look forward to give blood. But nevertheless, my mind was set on it. I was getting rid of my phobia and in the same time contribute to the world, save human lives, be a hero. I really felt like a hero, giving my own life to save others in need. And it felt good, being able to say I donate blood. It felt great!

But i realised I couldn't do this alone.. So I sent Sun a message:

"Do you finish work at 4 pm? What are your plans after that? *may possibly resemble a leading questing that later will be followed by "do you want to..." and in this case will be the beginning of the question " do you want to come hold my hand while I'm being brave when doctors steal my blood?" if this would've been such a leading question as I imply*"

And of course she'd love to! So after school I took the train to Lillestrøm medical centre. I got there. I filled out the forms. I sat down with the nice nurse lady. I got sent home. Apparently my oh so gorgeous lip piercing prevent me from being able to donate blood. It goes through the mucous membrane which can affect my blood. I think it's great that they're so precocious, and I love that I escaped the needle, but still a bit sad I can't to it when I really wanted to.

I don't like to look at it as a rejection, I like to think more of it just me being to cool for them, with my oh so cool and awesome piercing. He-llo go-rgeous!